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“I believe in love at first sight. Fate, the universe, all of it. But not how you’re thinking. I don’t mean it in the our souls were split and you’re my other half forever and ever sort of way. I just think you’re meant to meet some people. I think the universe nudges them into your path.”
My dear friend, Jules, dubbed this a “queer, modern day, Sleepless in Seattle, set in New York” and she was so damn correct. Friends, I loved this book. It was seamlessly and so very beautifully written. The characters felt so real, that I’m still convinced that they have to be real people, walking the streets of New York while you read this review. And the romance? Lord, this was the sweetest, but most realistic, romance I’ve read in years. Please make sure you all preorder this book before the October 2nd release date.
➽ Arthur – White, gay, 16 (but a 17th birthday does happen), and just visiting New York for the summer, because he was able to land a very good intern position.
➽ Ben – Puerto Rican, gay, 17, and trying to mend his broken heart, because he and his ex just broke up, and now he is forced to see him every single day in summer school.
And these two boys met by chance, in a post office one July day, and it changes their lives. Yet, the constant question of this book is if that meeting, given to them by the universe or some higher-power, was meant to bring them together or to keep them apart.
“I guess that’s any relationship. You start with nothing and maybe end with everything.”
I very much related to Ben, who is constantly self-conscious about his white-passing looks. That is, until he and his privilege get completely checked. This was such a minor side story in this book, but it meant the freakin’ world to me. Both, him feeling not as much in touch with his culture when he is away from his family, and when he realizes that a lot of privilege comes from being white-passing.
“Not looking the part of Puerto Rican messed me up. I know I get some privilege points from looking white, but Puerto Ricans don’t come in one shade.”
Also, this book wonderfully touches upon how Arthur has ADHD, and how he lives a better life because of Adderall (which I know isn’t for everyone, but it still made me really happy to see). He and his family are also Jewish, and that is always as at the forefront of this story, too. And it is beautifully mingled with Ben’s very catholic family.
“We’re not old-school Catholics who live by the Bible and conveniently ignore all the verses that contradict the hate coming out of their mouths. We’re the kind of Catholics who think people shouldn’t go to hell for being nonhetero, and that was before I even came out.”
This is just such a beautiful story about these two boys coming together, by fate, while trying to discover who they are and who they want to be. Life, and the world we live in, is such a vast thing, and seeing these teenage boys try to understand it with each other, knowing they only have a summer together, is something so awe-inspiring that I don’t even have words for it.
Other important juxtapositions are in this book, too. Like, Ben’s family isn’t the most wealthy, but they get by, where Arthur’s parents are able to spend the entire summer in New York. Arthur also has plans of going to a very good school, where Ben is just trying to stay afloat in high school. But Ben’s parents are very much in love and happy, where Arthur’s parents just have a different way of showing each other love. Seriously, this book has so much good in its’ four-hundred pages!
Plus, this book displays some beautiful friendships, too. Ben’s best friend, Dylan, was so amazing in this book. Like, I feel like I keep saying the world “realistic” but it’s honestly the perfect fit. And Dylan lives with extreme anxiety and a heart condition. I also was living for Arthur’s best friends, Jess and Ethan, and all their facetime calls. I ended up loving this entire friend group! And, of course, I ended up completely head over heels for both Ben and Arthur.
And this book also just feels authentically “teen” I guess I’m trying to say? I mean, I’m not a teenager, so I guess I’ll say that this book feels authentically “twenties” or something along those lines. But from the Hamilton, Harry Potter, The Sims, Dear Evan Hansen (which I haven’t seen, listened, or read, but I probably should because of the title of this book), and so many other references, this just feels authentically 2018.
“How lucky we are to be alive right now, right?” “Oh my god, you’re speaking Hamilton—I’m just so into you. I’m helpless.”
Overall, I loved this book entirely. I bet it makes my “best of 2018” list, come December 31st. Also, I can’t believe this book was written by two different authors, because it was seriously seamless perfection. This was one of the best and most realistic romances I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading. And even though I didn’t entirely love the epilogue at first, now I actually think it’s one of the best epilogues I’ve ever read. The perfect amount of not enough, and enough. I mean, that’s the beauty of this book being magically and expertly crafted. Seriously, friends, please read this masterpiece; it’s so very heartwarming and I think this is the happiest I’ve been while reading a book all of 2018.
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The quotes above were taken from an ARC and are subject to change upon publication.
Trigger and content warnings for one homophobic scene that is very quickly done and completely challenged (Chapter 20) and a very serious panic attack.
Buddy read with Julianna at Paper Blots & Jules at JA Ironside! ❤
I just recently added this to my TBR list and I cannot wait! Since I already bought books this month…my rule is I have to wait…so basically until September (and like the end of September…).
Great review!
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Thank you so much, Jenna! And yeah, this “it’s my birthday month” has been SO bad for me buying books! Hahaha! But I think you’ll love this one! Happy reading! 💘xx
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Ahh I loved this book so much! I’m really glad you did too 🙂 It’s such a cute one. I liked how “2018” it felt as well!
And great review, as always!! ❤️
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Awh, thank you so much, Brianna! You are too kind! And yeah, this book was just exactly what I wanted from it! I can’t wait for everyone else to fall in love with it! 💘xx
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I’m so glad you liked it !! I love this book so much, I couldn’t stop smiling while reading it.
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Awhh, this makes ME so happy! It was such a cute read! 💘xx
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Ahhh, I’m so excited for this one! I loved Simon vs the Homo Sapiens Agenda and Leah on the Offbeat, so I’m super ready to love this one too!
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I think you’re going to LOVE it, Tiff! Happy reading, beautiful! 💖xx
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Also, do you have any recommendations for books by Adam Silvera?
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I’ll be honest *dodges tomatoes* I have only read They Both Die at the End by him…. and I REALLY didn’t like it! So.. anything but that is my suggestion? Hahaha! But I am very much in the minority with that feeling! 💖xx
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I read spoilers for that one and I don’t think I’d like it either 😂 but I’m definitely excited that you loved this one!
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I’M SO EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK. And this review made me SO happy! I love Sleepless in Seattle and Adam Silvera and Becky Albertalli and Hamilton (that quote you put in there literally had me screaming!) and Harry Potter and I can already tell I’m going to love this book with all of me. Great review!💓
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Yayyyyy! This is my favorite comment, Olivia! You’re going to love this one so much, babe! Happy reading! 💖xx
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Great review!! I’m reading this right now and I’m liking it more and more as I read.
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Awh, thank you so much, love! I hope you continue to enjoy! Happy reading! 💖xx
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I love this review and am now crying until October 9 (it’s like a late birthday gift and I’m so here for that yayy)
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Awh, thank you so much, Taasia! I can’t wait for you to read and review this one, my love! 💖xx
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Thank you for sharing, I loved this review. I’ll definitely add this one to my list. Do you have any other recommendations I can add to my fall reading list?
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Thank YOU for these kind words! And… you should add Girls of Paper and Fire! 💖xx
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YAY!, I’m so glad you loved it, it’s without a doubt a 5 stars prediction for me. And after your review I can’t be more excited to have it in my hands 😍
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Awh, this makes me even more excited for you! I hope you love this one, too! Happy reading, beautiful! 💖xx
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Ohhh, this review made it even better. Excited for it!
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Awh, thank you so much, Justine! I hope you love this one, too! 💖xx
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Great review so glad you loved it so much! This is one of my most anticipated reads of the year!
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Awh, thank you so much, Brittney! I hope you love this one, too! Happy reading! 💖xx
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Love the review! I’m really looking forward to reading this next month. I love both Becky and Adam, so it’s been high on my anticipated list since I first heard about it.
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Awh, thank you so much, love! I can’t wait to gush with you over this one! 💖xx
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I’m so so SO glad you loved this one! I loved it, too, and I’m certain it will also end up on my 2018 favorites list. The premise was executed so well, and it was the perfect mix of cuteness and NYC magic and just… real life. I’m so glad you were able to see parts of your experience in Ben’s character! Wonderful review, lovely. ❤
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Awh, thank you so much, Madalyn! Every single time you comment to me… I just get the biggest smile! This book was just… everything that I wanted? I thought I’d like it, but I didn’t know I’d fall in love with it! 💖xx
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Definitely adding this to my TBR. Tried to get an ARC (still struggling with Edelweiss), but it didn’t happen. Glad you enjoyed it!
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Edelweiss is just… it’s a hot mess, honestly! Haha! I never know what I’m requesting and getting approved for. BUT I hope you get this one, love! And I hope you enjoy it! Happy reading! 💕xx
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Ok, so. I have been SO TORN about this book because I ADORE Adam Silvera but I’m not a big fan of Becky Albertalli (I haven’t read any of her books but there were a lot of problematic aspects that emerged out of Simon & Leah that concerned me so I stayed away). I hadn’t read any reviews of What if its Us and wasn’t sure how it was laid out… like if it would be written in 2 different perspectives where it was very clear that Becky wrote one and Adam wrote the other and that concern was definitely something that put me off.
Having read this review though… I’m pretty much sold on it and definitely want to read it now so thank you ❤
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Awh, thank YOU so much, Avery! I read this with four people and all of us were like “Wow, this is so seamless you can’t tell who wrote who!” but I’ve also never read anything by Becky before? So, full discloser! Haha! But I actually think you’ll like this one a lot! It’s just… it’s hella cute and hella relatable and just made my little queer heart so happy! Happy reading, sweetheart! 💕xx
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Wonderful review, Melanie! I can’t wait to read this book! I’m glad you enjoyed it so much! 🙂
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Awh, thank you so much, Raven! You are such a damn sweetheart! 💘xx
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AHHHH MEL! Your reviews always push me to read something ASAP. And I’m definitely going to read this one soon!!!! I like that this book focuses not only on the romance, but also on the characters’ growth as individuals. Really excited to read about the ADHD portrayal. Fantastic review as always!!!
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Awh, Aimee! I just love you so much! You are so damn kind, and this comment made me smile so big! Thank you so much for these kind words! 💖xx
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Omg this sounds even better than I was expecting! I need this book in my hands when it comes out!
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Awh, I hope you love this one! Happy October and happy reading, love! 💛xx
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