The Barrow Will Send What it May (Danielle Cain #2) by Margaret Killjoy

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ARC provided by Tor in exchange for an honest review.

1.) The Lamb Will Slaughter the Lion ★★★★

This series means so much to me, and I think these are some of the best novellas that Tor has to offer. Friends, please, stop sleeping on these books and give this awesome series about a group of racially diverse, LGBTQIAP+, modern day Scooby-Doo-like (but instead of the Mystery Machine they have a bookmobile), demon hunting, punk rock, anarchists, a try! I’m honestly begging.

And in this second installment, Danielle and her brand-new friends are on the run after the events that took place in The Lamb Will Slaughter the Lion with a certain demonic deer that was summoned. Now, they are half demon hunters looking for their next mission, and half just laying low from the law.

“Also I guess I kind of fed an anarchist to a deer a couple days ago but that’s beside the point.”

And the crew? They are pretty much my favorite crew of all time:
Danielle – 28, has been traveling for ten years, now has a precarious hand bite!
Brynn – Tattoo artist, and half of the sweetest, most wonderful, slow-burn romance with Danielle.
Vulture – My favorite, and the funniest member of the group. He is a transman, black, gay, and Instagram obsessed.
Thursday – I loved getting to know him more in this novella. We knew he uses he/him pronouns and is a PoC from book one, but we found out he is also pretty funny in this book. He is also the protector of the group, and is such a heartwarming character.
Doomsday – She is in a relationship with Thursday and was part of the original summoning from book one.

But they have stumbled upon a new town in Montana, that happens to have a squatter owned building, turned library, that specializes in occult books! Oh, and there may or may not be a necromancer that is raising the dead because of a certain spell in a spell book. #myaesthetic

“Pendleton Library. Still free. Still open to the public. 10 a.m.—4 p.m. Run by anarchists.”

But with necromancy, there is always a price to be paid. And this new, somewhat abandoned tourist town, ends up being a brand-new mystery for Danielle and her new friends. And there is so much good within these magical 160 pages. This book really talks about power imbalances and how people will constantly abuse the power dynamic if you allow it. This book talks about how physical contact can not only comfort but can actually heal. There is always a heavy emphasis on pronouns and correctly using them. This book also completely celebrates the importance of found family. And this book has one of the sweetest and most rewarding friends to lovers, f/f relationships I’ve read about in a long while.

“We don’t get to choose how we die, only how we live, and I like you and I’m glad I got to know you.”

And as diverse as this cast is, there is mention of a gender fluid character, there is talk of polya relationships, and this is probably the only book(s) I’ve ever read that normalizes people not conforming to society and choosing to be homeless and travel around. Also, the author themselves is a transwoman. I also feel like these books are very personal to the author, and the love for these characters truly bleeds onto the page. I couldn’t help but fall in love with them too, and all of their realness and all their rawness.

And Margaret Killjoy has written the most realistic depiction of anxiety and panic attacks that I’ve ever read in my entire life. And I have never even seen another author mention a medical panic attack before. This whole series means a lot to me, but I don’t even have words for how seen I felt seeing Danielle dealing with something I deal with at least once a week.

Content Warnings for a car crash, death of a friend, death of a loved one, murder, talk of cancer, and mild violence.

Overall, I wish I could put these books in everyone’s hands. I know so many of my friends would love them, if they only gave them a try. These are such amazing little horror novellas, that have so much representation just shining brightly constantly. I hope that the world gets so many more books in this series. And I’ll read them all with the biggest smile on my face!

“I’ll stay down here, keep an eye on the door. If I’m going to die again, I’d rather be first and I’d rather be surrounded by books.”

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The quotes above were taken from an ARC and are subject to change upon publication.

The Lamb Will Slaughter the Lion (Danielle Cain #1) by Margaret Killjoy

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“The revolution is about taking power away from the oppressors, not becoming them ourselves.”

Friends, pick up this so underhyped, yet so deserving of more hype, novella. I am blown away. Within 100 pages, this book was able to create a beautifully diverse cast, talk about some pretty important issues, showcases a homeless main character, show the beauty of unconditional-loving found families, and it even gave me some pretty gothic spooky animals. This was amazing, and I think truly believe so many of my book friends would love it.

The Lamb Will Slaughter the Lion follows Danielle Cain entering a new town of squatters, who have turned this little town in Iowa into something so damn special. In Freedom, Iowa these people have come together and created a community that truly believes in helping everyone and making sure everyone is treated equally and equally giving and taking from the community. Danielle is twenty-eight and has been moving from place to place for the last ten years. But Danielle sought-after this town specifically, because it was the last place her best friend lived before committing suicide.

“No cops, no bosses, no landlords. No poverty. No laws. Hard work and community and freedom and all the shit that we ought to have.”

And right off the bat, when Danielle meets Vulture, he asks her which pronouns she prefers, and then tells Danielle which pronouns he uses. It was so easy, but so important, and I wish we lived in a world where this was the standard when meeting someone. And it started the book off in such a great way for me.

Yet, on the first day Danielle comes to town, a man dies, pretty brutally, from a monster deer demon, named Uliksi, that was summoned to kill anyone in the town that tries to gain power over anyone. Yeah, you read that sentence right. And this tale quickly turns into a mystery of if Uliksi has turned against the town, or if this mystical deer is still only after those who have committed evil acts.

“Uliksi hunts the vengeful, the hateful. As Clay put it, Uliksi hunts those who wield power over others.”

These 100 pages hold such a magical story, but like I said above, they also hold such important themes and discussions. This book talks about the importance of pronouns. This book has an almost full queer cast, with a lot of racial diversity, too. Then, there are discussions to be had about how we live in the most powerful country in the world, but we give some citizens nothing, and others everything. And at the heart of this novella, it is a book about power imbalances, and how people misuse that power for the good of only themselves. Different power dynamics are always at the forefront of this book. Danielle has a panic attack in this book, and it is written exactly how mine feel. This was probably the most accurate description to my personal feelings when having (and starting) one, that I’ve ever read. Also, this book starts by Danielle wanting to go to the last lived in town of her best friend who killed themselves. And there is absolutely no suicide shaming in this book. There is a part where someone asks Danielle if she is upset and she says something like, “only at the world” and I was weeping. Perfection.

“We do good things too, but you don’t get props for not hurting people.”

Trigger/Content Warnings: mention of suicide, mention of rape, animal death, death of a friend/loved one, abuse, violence, and gore. Also, just in case I did a sub-par job at explaining it: this is a horror novel, so it’s a tad bit on the spooky side, so use caution.

“For the past year, we’ve had this benevolent, murderous spirit watching over us. Which is weird, but it’s gone fine.”

This is such a unique story too, because even though it is set in modern day times, with Instagram, the internet, and iPhones, it still feels and reads dystopian. But I loved this, I loved the aesthetic, I loved every emotion this short book was able to evoke from me. This was nothing short of a treat to read. Also, give me all the books about summoning demons, especially monster deer. Thanks.

Danielle finds herself trusting strangers and entering this beautiful found family who truly cares about the members, even though society has turned their backs on them. From witch’s huts, to towns built on trust, to undead animals, to secret notes left in books, I fell in love with this story. And I loved Danielle, but these side characters? Vulture, Thursday, Doomsday, and Brynn have all carved out a special place in my heart and I can’t wait to read more about them and their adventures in The Barrow Will Send What it May! Also, nothing warmed my heart more than Vulture and his Instagram! But please stop sleeping on this book and give this important and wonderful little book a try! I promise, you won’t regret it.

“There’s only a small handful of things in this world that make me happy, and coffee is one of them.”

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March 2018 TBR

March might be a little rough for me, reading wise, because I am going to be in California for a week at the end of the month, and I’m not sure how much reading I will be able to get done. Yet, I still came up with a very ambitious list, which I really hope I can get through! Honestly? All of these books look beyond words amazing, so I hope I’m able to devour them all and to hopefully love them all, too! 💖

Opal (The Raven Cycle #4.5) by Maggie Stiefvater:
This comes out March 1st and I’m beyond words excited! I hope this gives me the Pynch fix I need to hold me over until Ronan’s book! Also, give me all the Opal! I absolutely cannot wait for this short story! And by the time you guys are reading this, I’ve probably already devoured it.

Furyborn (Empirium, #1) by Claire Legrand:
ARC via SourceBooks (Release Date: May 22nd, 2018)
Two girls, a thousand years apart, but somehow connected. This is a YA Fantasy that comes out in May, that showcases a bi main character, and completely has my full attention and all my hype! I am so excited! Buddy read with Jessica, Alexis, Destiny, Jules,
Jenn, Lilly, Imogen, Paula, and Rian! ❤

Circe by Madeline Miller:
ARC via Netgalley (Release Date: April 10th, 2018)
This is honestly the only thing I truly want to read right now. I wish I could completely forget about this entire TBR except for this. This is an Odyssey retelling from Circe’s POV. Please, bless me and my favorite witch in existence.

The Heart Forger (The Bone Witch #2) by Rin Chupeco:
ARC via SourceBooks (Release Date: March 20th, 2018)
This will probably be one of the first things I read, because of the early release date! Yet, I am so damn excited! I loved the first book, The Bone Witch, so much! And I just know that this sequel is not going to disappoint! Also, give me all the necromancer books, please. Plus, this is a buddy read with Lilly! ❤

Grey Sister (Book of the Ancestor #2) by Mark Lawrence:
ARC via Penguin (Release Date: April 19th, 2018)
Lord, March is going to be such a blessed month! I am beyond words excited for this. Nona is one of my favorite protagonists of all time, and I can’t wait to see more of her journey in this sequel. I loved Red Sister so much, and it was one of my top ten favorite books of 2017! I just know that Grey Sister is going to make my 2018 list!

Obsidio (The Illuminae Files #3) by Amie Kaufman & Jay Kristoff :
I’m sure this one is on everyone’s TBR this month, but with good reason! The third and final novel in this series is going to be worth all the hype once it comes out on March 13th! You guys probably saw that I read and love Gemina in February, so I couldn’t resist adding this to my TBR! I hope I am able to get to it on release date! *shakes fist at mailman*

High Voltage (Fever #10) by Karen Marie Moning :
You all know I’m trash for this series, and I can’t stop. I honestly can’t wait to read this next installment in my Ireland fae guilty pleasure, when it releases on March 6th! But I did order a signed copy from B&N, so I wouldn’t be surprised if it doesn’t show up for a few days! *shakes fist at mailman again, even though it is not their fault whatsoever*

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid :
I know, I can’t believe my gay self hasn’t read this one either? But I will be buddy reading this with May & Alexis this month! ❤ And I cannot wait!

The Trials of Morrigan Crow (Nevermoor, #1) by Jessica Townsend:
This is going to be a readalong for the BooktubeSFF Awards and a buddy read with Sue & Lourdes! ❤ People are calling this the next Harry Potter, so hopefully this new middle grade novel lives up to the hype! And… hopefully I have a new book world to obsess over!

The Barrow Will Send What it May (Danielle Cain #2) by Margaret Killjoy:
ARC via Tor (Release Date: April 3rd, 2018)
Tor was so kind and sent me both book one and two in this series, so I can’t wait to read and fall in love with both of these this month! Plus, these are supposed to be super queer novels that have some amazing representation inside of them! And… summoning demons is always my aesthetic, let’s be real! Plus, this is going to be a buddy read with Destiny! ❤

Whew, okay, I think that is everything! Again, I really hope to get to all this! And I honestly think I will. I actually can’t remember the last time I was think excited with a TBR! Seriously, perfection! And I’m saying this knowing that March is going to be a very busy month for me! But I wish you all the happiness and all the good books this March, my loves! 💗

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